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Liquid Pain

Liquid pain escapes through the windows of my soul.
Carrying throbbing memories that shatter into millions of pieces as they hit my desk.
No matter how much substance flows forth from out of my eyes.
The pain remains inside my mind.

An overwhelming feeling of distress resides inside my bones.
Resonating violently it strangely soothes my flesh.
I’m experiencing a confusing type of peace when I cry.
I long to release as many tears as possible from my eyes.

Emotional sadness creates the strongest tears.
I guess they have been stored inside my body for many years.
Physical pain barely wells up a grain.
Emotions are daggers that violently strike upon my brain.

I will no longer let other people orchestrate my feelings.
But I seem to upset myself so who do I turn to for self-healing.
Where will I turn to hide my drooping face?
Will the comforting hands of God be my only embrace?

When the tears finally reside relief encompasses my mind.
The problems still remain but my grief is left behind.
I now consider reasoning and put all emotions aside.
My tears are inspiration to the wisdom in my life

The Night

The night just arouses suspicion.

Streets laced with lamps, clouds in a trance.

Time seems to lose its position.

Trying to flee, the darkness I see,

Heart rate increases, “Is this a dream?”

Where will I be without sanity?

Madness is not a decision.

I walk amongst angels, discussing this life,

Feeding my soul, enhancing my sight.

But if I blink I’ll be lonesome tonight.

Your mind is the ultimate prison.

“Where are they going?” The on-lookers say.

Pointing and smirking, as if they’re o.k.

Most-likely knowing, they envy our way.

If not then why would they listen.

Trying to flee, the darkness in me,

Examine my youth, and all that I see,

Vague memories about sanity.

Madness I hear when I listen

Liquid Pain

Liquid Pain

 

Liquid pain escapes through the windows of my soul.
Carrying throbbing memories that shatter into millions of pieces as they hit my desk.
No matter how much substance flows forth from out of my eyes.
The pain remains inside my mind.

An overwhelming feeling of distress resides inside my bones.
Resonating violently it strangely soothes my flesh.
I’m experiencing a confusing type of peace when I cry.
I long to release as many tears as possible from my eyes.

Emotional sadness creates the strongest tears.
I guess they have been stored inside my body for many years.
Physical pain barely wells up a grain.
Emotions are daggers that violently strike upon my brain.

I will no longer let other people orchestrate my feelings.
But I seem to upset myself so who do I turn to for self-healing.
Where will I turn to hide my drooping face?
Will the comforting hands of God be my only embrace?

When the tears finally reside relief encompasses my mind.
The problems still remain but my grief is left behind.
I now consider reasoning and put all emotions aside.
My tears are inspiration to the wisdom in my life.

Relentless Sadness

Relentless Sadness

Sadness overcomes me

Enveloping my mind

Trapped for all eternity

My conscious gagged and blind

 

Thought reality would please

That all my hunger pains would cease

Yet the world I had to leave

And turn within to find my peace

 

Sadness has become me

Absorbed within my mind

It’s now become apparent

Upon my face I’m not alive

 

And as I walk upon this realm

I see the masses stuck in hell

Lost and trapped inside their shells

Afraid to peer outside

 

Upon dusty winds

We ride the storm of lies

Corruption at our side

Soaked in anguish

Who’d imagine

We’re tortured into suicidal lives

 

I am sadness

Left bitter and untreated

Worrying myself out of existence

Persistently pessimistic

With penned-up vengeances

About to erupt